The empty flower pot  • Withered Hopes

     Accidentally found a small flower pot when I was cleaning store room in my house, and remembered that the little stupid times when I have had when I was in primary school. xD The empty flower pot was once before planted a pink flower plant, where I got the it from my mum. The flower plant have not bloom yet, it takes time to bloom, and need me to take a well care of the plant. Well, I guess my mum want me to have some patient to take care of it LOL.
    So yea, watering the flower plant have already became my daily huge task, my routine. On the process of waiting for it to bloom, I'm hoping that the flower will bloom quickly, and wondering will it be after the flower have bloom, a cute thumbelina hiding inside the flower petals? And it's a gift from god, where it can becomes my friend, to not letting myself become lonely, to represent my siblings in the different family, as a companion. Just like what's in the fairy tale =P And starts to think that is it the flower plant is my happy go lucky item, from letting me to have special magic to fight over bad people, just as Sailormoon do, they have special powers. Haha, well it's really was an over stupid moments, I myself also feel embarassing to talk about it lol. In the end, unfortunately, whatever my mind was, the flower never bloom, and it withered, because of too much of water I have watered. -_- But still, I'm still hoping that the flower plant will not wither in the end, and bloom on one day, somehow, I'm feeling it. It's like a little hope from my heart, until someday where the flower plant have forgotten by everyone, and by me, and it already abandoned by me. Such a pitiful flower plant. -_- After that day onwards, I will never planting a plant again, so far.

Dreamland and the Dream Catcher

I've always believed that after we fall asleep, there's always a dreamland are ahead waiting for us! Dreamland, is a world that is created by us, the world that we can control on our own. Rumours said, Dream Catcher can catch any bad dreams and stay the sweet dreams for master of Dream Catcher, then why wouldn't we escape everything in our real life and stay in dreamland, whereby we can create the wonderful things by ourselves? Besides that, why and why? Dream Catcher will not have an ability to catch us to stay inside the wonderful dreamland and stay forever and ever? Or why don't god gives us an ability to create wonderful things in real life instead of staying in the wonderful dreamland and syok sendiri? Haha, I know it's a little bit of forceful thinking, eventhough the dreamland is all remain to our imaginations only. But, without imaginations, this world wouldn't be wonderful as we thought ever. So, never be afraid to imagine, but be afraid to not imagine! 
P/S: Not to fear of escaping, but do fear of not overcome difficulties!

Role-playing game

Role-playing game was a game that we played when we were small! Tried to imagine a particular role and to act it out, haha! It gives me a fresh idea that when we were small, we always hoped to grow up faster; While when we grew up, we hoped to go back the times when we were small. The freedom that we were hoped desperately when we were small, but were the times where everything we need to be worried; The restraints that we hoped when we grew up, but were the happy times that we have had. It's the contradictions that we always had! Just to saying that, cherish every moments that we have! Never let ourselves be regret! Who knows what might happen on the next moment...

Whenever I play a game, 'Diamond Dash', I will always thought of, is it the more diamonds that we've dashed, and the more experiences we will gained, just in our real life? The more difficulties that we have had, the more that we will learnt and become the better one. Is it the message that conveyed by the founder of Diamond Dash to players? Or is it just the funny thought that I had? No one knows. And why the diamonds only dash to each other to those that are same colours with them? Why couldn't be the same shapes of diamonds dash to each other? Haha, the answer is unknown for everyone. =P

I believed that most of us will be writing our wishes in the Sky Lantern, which is also known as Kong Ming Lantern and letting it fly towards the sky in order for letting our wishes to be seen by the god and letting it realized in a faster way during Chinese New Year. But, one thing that I wondered, why wouldn't the Kong Ming Lantern fall to the ground due to the gravity instead of flying to the boundless sky? Why couldn't that we replace the Kong Ming Lantern into balloon and put our wishes in balloon? Balloon can fly up to the sky even higher and longer than Kong Ming Lantern, for a better and longer viewing for god. Well, and at least it won't get burn up compare to Kong Ming Lantern haha... If it's because of the size matters, we can even choose the bigger size balloon to write more wishes on it. Anyway, it's just my crap mind thinking haha.. So yea, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!