The wonders of Her
From the day onwards that I've developed my cognition, she's have known with, she likes to nag, get mad and angry easily towards whoever annoyed her, control way of spending of mine, decide who I should friend with, decide my eating habits, demand me to well-behaved, require me to be courteous to the elders, and many other more. I can list out thousands weaknesses of her easily, but I can list out what she did in the behind-scene without my knowing.
She will keeps herself to save money not to buy anything for her own, but to let me spend it as easy as like wash my hands. She will keeps her desire away to want a special something by sparing it for me. When we only have one small umbrella during the raining days, she will rather get herself expose to the rain, but not letting me to. When I'm sick, she will demand me to go clinic, but if her's turn, she don't want to. I know when she have a hard times, she will keep on saying, it's okay, my dear, I'm fine. This probably become her favourite quote, whenever and whereever.
Then when i grew up, I realized that, she, will never say no to you, unless it's harmful to you. She, will never stop loving you, no matter what you've turn and whoever you're. She, is the great existence in this world that will sacrifice her own precious time on you, to just gain a smile from you.
Never take her love granted, not just her's one, but for those who are loving you's one.
Overcome or escape? - Fear
All of us, have one fear at least. None of us have no fear at all, even it is, it's showing that you're having a problem, with escaping from your fear. Haha Fear, can change as your life goes on. For example like before you going for army service, you're not fear about water at all, but when after you went for army service and encountered some cases, your fear to water will increase. Well, some people felt that it's not a problem by escaping from it. But some fears are the fatal one by some people, and must be overcome by them. It's fine for us too have fear, but one thing is, how daring you are to challenge yourself and push the boundaries and overcome the fear? Even myself, will tried to overcome it, but most of time will escape from the fear that I've encountered at the last minute. It's good for you to have at least one time to try on overcoming your fear? One thing is, we no need to afraid our fear, just let it be
All of us, have one fear at least. None of us have no fear at all, even it is, it's showing that you're having a problem, with escaping from your fear. Haha Fear, can change as your life goes on. For example like before you going for army service, you're not fear about water at all, but when after you went for army service and encountered some cases, your fear to water will increase. Well, some people felt that it's not a problem by escaping from it. But some fears are the fatal one by some people, and must be overcome by them. It's fine for us too have fear, but one thing is, how daring you are to challenge yourself and push the boundaries and overcome the fear? Even myself, will tried to overcome it, but most of time will escape from the fear that I've encountered at the last minute. It's good for you to have at least one time to try on overcoming your fear? One thing is, we no need to afraid our fear, just let it be
Optismistic ⊙ Pessimistic
The QingMing Festival, is known as Tomb-sweeping Day where we worship our loved one. When I'm small, I didn't had a chance to participate tomb sweeping day where my relatives all are still healthy. This caused me to only know the feelings when we lost our loved one is the most painful one, but I do not understand it, until my dad passed away. This lesson taught to us where we wouldn't understand something until we had experienced it. And some people said you worship your loved one is only to comfort your inner feelings, but I'm strongly disagreed with this. Eventhough our loved one had passed away and disappeared in this world, but the tomb will remind us for the existence of our loved one once before.
Some people are pessimistic for the death of our loved one, but some are optimistic when they faced the death of their loved one. People said time heal everything, but no matter how long time flies, we are still will longs for our loved one. Whether you're facing the death and the memorial of your loved one with optimistic or pessimistic or with the tears rolling down to cheek or stay calmed still, but I believe that for sure no-one wants to be separated with their loved one. They might disappeared in this world, but they are still lviing in our hearts forever and ever, and left a pace in our hearts.
P/S: Express your love to your loved one before it's too late and appreciate every moments when you're still have a chance to listen the voices of your loved one, and see the smile of your loved one.
Dear my dad, all I want to say is I love you and I miss you!
The QingMing Festival, is known as Tomb-sweeping Day where we worship our loved one. When I'm small, I didn't had a chance to participate tomb sweeping day where my relatives all are still healthy. This caused me to only know the feelings when we lost our loved one is the most painful one, but I do not understand it, until my dad passed away. This lesson taught to us where we wouldn't understand something until we had experienced it. And some people said you worship your loved one is only to comfort your inner feelings, but I'm strongly disagreed with this. Eventhough our loved one had passed away and disappeared in this world, but the tomb will remind us for the existence of our loved one once before.
Some people are pessimistic for the death of our loved one, but some are optimistic when they faced the death of their loved one. People said time heal everything, but no matter how long time flies, we are still will longs for our loved one. Whether you're facing the death and the memorial of your loved one with optimistic or pessimistic or with the tears rolling down to cheek or stay calmed still, but I believe that for sure no-one wants to be separated with their loved one. They might disappeared in this world, but they are still lviing in our hearts forever and ever, and left a pace in our hearts.
P/S: Express your love to your loved one before it's too late and appreciate every moments when you're still have a chance to listen the voices of your loved one, and see the smile of your loved one.
Dear my dad, all I want to say is I love you and I miss you!
20 seconds of insane courage • 20 seconds of embarrassing bravery
"All you need is 20 seconds of insane courage and I promise something great will come of it" by 'We Bought a Zoo'. Sometimes, we no need a 20 minutes or 20 hours of courage to decide what we want to do, but it's only 20 seconds of courage and 20 seconds of embarrasing bravery. I believe that most of us have ever experienced it by telling to ourselves that all we need are only 20 seconds of seconds to do it, and to overcome it. Courage doesn't need to be have consistency of courage, but only 20 seconds of insane courage. 20 seconds of courage is more than enough for us to do what we really want when we are having hard times where we are cowardly escaping from our problems and difficulties in facing the reality. I believe that the quick decision that have make by 20 seconds of courage is far more accurate than the decision takes longer courage to decide. The quick decision that have made was the finale one, was the first thought in your mind.
I know it was difficult for each one of us to face and do whatever we want. If we wouldn't have difficulties to face or do whatever we want, then we wouldn't have problems to spare for courage. So yea, everyone of us only need the short 20 seconds of insane courage and 20 seconds of embarrasing bravery to face everything what we want to. For those who are still escaping from the problems and realities, where you don't believe the miracle that brought by 20 seconds of insane courage, then what are you still waiting for? You only live once! You shall break the restriction that have set by you and all you need only is 20 seconds of insane courage, to decide or even to do some other crazy stuffs. It's only the short 20 seconds, not even 20 minutes or 20 hours! Let's try to build up the 20 seconds of insane courage together, for the sake of you won't get regret next time!
"All you need is 20 seconds of insane courage and I promise something great will come of it" by 'We Bought a Zoo'. Sometimes, we no need a 20 minutes or 20 hours of courage to decide what we want to do, but it's only 20 seconds of courage and 20 seconds of embarrasing bravery. I believe that most of us have ever experienced it by telling to ourselves that all we need are only 20 seconds of seconds to do it, and to overcome it. Courage doesn't need to be have consistency of courage, but only 20 seconds of insane courage. 20 seconds of courage is more than enough for us to do what we really want when we are having hard times where we are cowardly escaping from our problems and difficulties in facing the reality. I believe that the quick decision that have make by 20 seconds of courage is far more accurate than the decision takes longer courage to decide. The quick decision that have made was the finale one, was the first thought in your mind.
I know it was difficult for each one of us to face and do whatever we want. If we wouldn't have difficulties to face or do whatever we want, then we wouldn't have problems to spare for courage. So yea, everyone of us only need the short 20 seconds of insane courage and 20 seconds of embarrasing bravery to face everything what we want to. For those who are still escaping from the problems and realities, where you don't believe the miracle that brought by 20 seconds of insane courage, then what are you still waiting for? You only live once! You shall break the restriction that have set by you and all you need only is 20 seconds of insane courage, to decide or even to do some other crazy stuffs. It's only the short 20 seconds, not even 20 minutes or 20 hours! Let's try to build up the 20 seconds of insane courage together, for the sake of you won't get regret next time!
The Mistake ● The After-Attitude
Everyone did a mistake, yes, I'm truly agreed with this, everyone will have done for a mistake for sure, at most. Well, my mistake really reminds me of this quote. It makes me wonder that the after-attitude of people when they have done a mistake. It's like 'fight or flee' situation, whether you'll apologize for what you've did or escape away from what you've did? Well, some people might keep on reminding themselves not to repeat the same mistake ever and ever again, but the question is did they introspect for what they had did? Well, I believe that whether to fight or flee, if self-introspection doesn't existed in your mind, you'll never be able to move forward, will never know exactly what's the real problems exist in you.
I know some situations might not be convenient for you to admit what you've did and apologize, what you can do is only to feel guilty, and keep the guilt inside your heart, This reminds me of a theory, where it's the Golden Mean theory, where each one of us, should balance the good and bad sides that hidden in our bodies. A simple example like, when you broke something in a shop, but if you can't afford the price, you shall apologize to the staff of the shop, and might lend money from your family or friends that are with you on that particular moment to make payment. Or you even can tell the staff that you'll come back later for going to ATM machine to bank out some cash to pay for it. This will balance your good and bad sides, haha. Well this did not explain much about this theory, but it actually helps us alot where we can actually know what we should do after we have done a mistake, instead of escaping from our problems and guilts. Mistakes will make us to grow stronger, do believe it!
Everyone did a mistake, yes, I'm truly agreed with this, everyone will have done for a mistake for sure, at most. Well, my mistake really reminds me of this quote. It makes me wonder that the after-attitude of people when they have done a mistake. It's like 'fight or flee' situation, whether you'll apologize for what you've did or escape away from what you've did? Well, some people might keep on reminding themselves not to repeat the same mistake ever and ever again, but the question is did they introspect for what they had did? Well, I believe that whether to fight or flee, if self-introspection doesn't existed in your mind, you'll never be able to move forward, will never know exactly what's the real problems exist in you.
I know some situations might not be convenient for you to admit what you've did and apologize, what you can do is only to feel guilty, and keep the guilt inside your heart, This reminds me of a theory, where it's the Golden Mean theory, where each one of us, should balance the good and bad sides that hidden in our bodies. A simple example like, when you broke something in a shop, but if you can't afford the price, you shall apologize to the staff of the shop, and might lend money from your family or friends that are with you on that particular moment to make payment. Or you even can tell the staff that you'll come back later for going to ATM machine to bank out some cash to pay for it. This will balance your good and bad sides, haha. Well this did not explain much about this theory, but it actually helps us alot where we can actually know what we should do after we have done a mistake, instead of escaping from our problems and guilts. Mistakes will make us to grow stronger, do believe it!
Boundaryless Love • Family = Non-blood-related
Love, is the greatest power of all living beings. Love can be expressed in any forms, ways and more. Love does not necessary to be expressed by your blood sharing relations family, it might be someone that are not sharing any blood-relations with you. People said, blood is concentrated than water. It's meant by nothing can compared to blood-related family, even non-blood-related one. What make them to think that family is only defined as for those who are blood-related? We humans, need blood and water to survive at the same time, whereby the love from blood-related one and non-related one. We can't survive without blood, we can't survive without water either. Am I right? haha Family, is not everything about blood-relations, its about the greatest love that you're sparing to the one that you love. Sometimes, blood-relations family will not sacrifice as much as possible compared to the family that are not sharing any blood-relations. There's no such thing as family = blood-relations, family ≠ non-blood relations. It's an unfair love equation. You can giving infinity love to someone that are not sharing blood-relations with you, whereby to hold your hunger just to keep your non-blood related family full, to hold your cold just to keep them warm, to hold your any wants just to keep them have a better lifestyle. There's nothing to be greater than the boundaryless love in this world, so far. This is what I've found out after I grew up, the little thing that people might not realized it forever. Appreciate the love that spared by your family, friends, lover or even strangers.
P/S: Let's love each other together, and #prayforMH370!
Love, is the greatest power of all living beings. Love can be expressed in any forms, ways and more. Love does not necessary to be expressed by your blood sharing relations family, it might be someone that are not sharing any blood-relations with you. People said, blood is concentrated than water. It's meant by nothing can compared to blood-related family, even non-blood-related one. What make them to think that family is only defined as for those who are blood-related? We humans, need blood and water to survive at the same time, whereby the love from blood-related one and non-related one. We can't survive without blood, we can't survive without water either. Am I right? haha Family, is not everything about blood-relations, its about the greatest love that you're sparing to the one that you love. Sometimes, blood-relations family will not sacrifice as much as possible compared to the family that are not sharing any blood-relations. There's no such thing as family = blood-relations, family ≠ non-blood relations. It's an unfair love equation. You can giving infinity love to someone that are not sharing blood-relations with you, whereby to hold your hunger just to keep your non-blood related family full, to hold your cold just to keep them warm, to hold your any wants just to keep them have a better lifestyle. There's nothing to be greater than the boundaryless love in this world, so far. This is what I've found out after I grew up, the little thing that people might not realized it forever. Appreciate the love that spared by your family, friends, lover or even strangers.
P/S: Let's love each other together, and #prayforMH370!
The Happy Potion ⊙ Dedicate to everyone that are down
People often question that why wouldn't this world have a potion to forget about sadness, love or anything that are bad. Then my turn to question that, why wouldn't this world have happy potion? Even milk can release some hormone to make us depress, then why wouldn't have some potions to cheer us up? The potions that to motivate us again. Or why don't have some potions to change our perception, from pessimistic to optimistic It will be way more far far better than forgetting about anything, forget about what had happened. We humans can't afford to lose any memories in our brains, once we are losing it, we are nothing, just like a plain paper, no more be like an interesting story book! Why? Why bothering about forgetting everything to make you better? It'll be alright, just let it be! Well, it's okay that we don't have the happy potion exists in this world, we ourselves are the happy potion to our own! :D No matter how hard it is, never stop believing it! Never stop believing on the beliefs of you'll be alright, you'll be grow stronger, are far way more powerful than the rest of stupid pills and potions.
P/S: Smile to the end, and win the fight! :D Hwaiting!
People often question that why wouldn't this world have a potion to forget about sadness, love or anything that are bad. Then my turn to question that, why wouldn't this world have happy potion? Even milk can release some hormone to make us depress, then why wouldn't have some potions to cheer us up? The potions that to motivate us again. Or why don't have some potions to change our perception, from pessimistic to optimistic It will be way more far far better than forgetting about anything, forget about what had happened. We humans can't afford to lose any memories in our brains, once we are losing it, we are nothing, just like a plain paper, no more be like an interesting story book! Why? Why bothering about forgetting everything to make you better? It'll be alright, just let it be! Well, it's okay that we don't have the happy potion exists in this world, we ourselves are the happy potion to our own! :D No matter how hard it is, never stop believing it! Never stop believing on the beliefs of you'll be alright, you'll be grow stronger, are far way more powerful than the rest of stupid pills and potions.
P/S: Smile to the end, and win the fight! :D Hwaiting!
The empty flower pot • Withered Hopes
Accidentally found a small flower pot when I was cleaning store room in my house, and remembered that the little stupid times when I have had when I was in primary school. xD The empty flower pot was once before planted a pink flower plant, where I got the it from my mum. The flower plant have not bloom yet, it takes time to bloom, and need me to take a well care of the plant. Well, I guess my mum want me to have some patient to take care of it LOL.
So yea, watering the flower plant have already became my daily huge task, my routine. On the process of waiting for it to bloom, I'm hoping that the flower will bloom quickly, and wondering will it be after the flower have bloom, a cute thumbelina hiding inside the flower petals? And it's a gift from god, where it can becomes my friend, to not letting myself become lonely, to represent my siblings in the different family, as a companion. Just like what's in the fairy tale =P And starts to think that is it the flower plant is my happy go lucky item, from letting me to have special magic to fight over bad people, just as Sailormoon do, they have special powers. Haha, well it's really was an over stupid moments, I myself also feel embarassing to talk about it lol. In the end, unfortunately, whatever my mind was, the flower never bloom, and it withered, because of too much of water I have watered. -_- But still, I'm still hoping that the flower plant will not wither in the end, and bloom on one day, somehow, I'm feeling it. It's like a little hope from my heart, until someday where the flower plant have forgotten by everyone, and by me, and it already abandoned by me. Such a pitiful flower plant. -_- After that day onwards, I will never planting a plant again, so far.
Accidentally found a small flower pot when I was cleaning store room in my house, and remembered that the little stupid times when I have had when I was in primary school. xD The empty flower pot was once before planted a pink flower plant, where I got the it from my mum. The flower plant have not bloom yet, it takes time to bloom, and need me to take a well care of the plant. Well, I guess my mum want me to have some patient to take care of it LOL.
So yea, watering the flower plant have already became my daily huge task, my routine. On the process of waiting for it to bloom, I'm hoping that the flower will bloom quickly, and wondering will it be after the flower have bloom, a cute thumbelina hiding inside the flower petals? And it's a gift from god, where it can becomes my friend, to not letting myself become lonely, to represent my siblings in the different family, as a companion. Just like what's in the fairy tale =P And starts to think that is it the flower plant is my happy go lucky item, from letting me to have special magic to fight over bad people, just as Sailormoon do, they have special powers. Haha, well it's really was an over stupid moments, I myself also feel embarassing to talk about it lol. In the end, unfortunately, whatever my mind was, the flower never bloom, and it withered, because of too much of water I have watered. -_- But still, I'm still hoping that the flower plant will not wither in the end, and bloom on one day, somehow, I'm feeling it. It's like a little hope from my heart, until someday where the flower plant have forgotten by everyone, and by me, and it already abandoned by me. Such a pitiful flower plant. -_- After that day onwards, I will never planting a plant again, so far.
Dreamland and the Dream Catcher
I've always believed that after we fall asleep, there's always a dreamland are ahead waiting for us! Dreamland, is a world that is created by us, the world that we can control on our own. Rumours said, Dream Catcher can catch any bad dreams and stay the sweet dreams for master of Dream Catcher, then why wouldn't we escape everything in our real life and stay in dreamland, whereby we can create the wonderful things by ourselves? Besides that, why and why? Dream Catcher will not have an ability to catch us to stay inside the wonderful dreamland and stay forever and ever? Or why don't god gives us an ability to create wonderful things in real life instead of staying in the wonderful dreamland and syok sendiri? Haha, I know it's a little bit of forceful thinking, eventhough the dreamland is all remain to our imaginations only. But, without imaginations, this world wouldn't be wonderful as we thought ever. So, never be afraid to imagine, but be afraid to not imagine!
P/S: Not to fear of escaping, but do fear of not overcome difficulties!
I've always believed that after we fall asleep, there's always a dreamland are ahead waiting for us! Dreamland, is a world that is created by us, the world that we can control on our own. Rumours said, Dream Catcher can catch any bad dreams and stay the sweet dreams for master of Dream Catcher, then why wouldn't we escape everything in our real life and stay in dreamland, whereby we can create the wonderful things by ourselves? Besides that, why and why? Dream Catcher will not have an ability to catch us to stay inside the wonderful dreamland and stay forever and ever? Or why don't god gives us an ability to create wonderful things in real life instead of staying in the wonderful dreamland and syok sendiri? Haha, I know it's a little bit of forceful thinking, eventhough the dreamland is all remain to our imaginations only. But, without imaginations, this world wouldn't be wonderful as we thought ever. So, never be afraid to imagine, but be afraid to not imagine!
P/S: Not to fear of escaping, but do fear of not overcome difficulties!
Role-playing game
Role-playing game was a game that we played when we were small! Tried to imagine a particular role and to act it out, haha! It gives me a fresh idea that when we were small, we always hoped to grow up faster; While when we grew up, we hoped to go back the times when we were small. The freedom that we were hoped desperately when we were small, but were the times where everything we need to be worried; The restraints that we hoped when we grew up, but were the happy times that we have had. It's the contradictions that we always had! Just to saying that, cherish every moments that we have! Never let ourselves be regret! Who knows what might happen on the next moment...
Role-playing game was a game that we played when we were small! Tried to imagine a particular role and to act it out, haha! It gives me a fresh idea that when we were small, we always hoped to grow up faster; While when we grew up, we hoped to go back the times when we were small. The freedom that we were hoped desperately when we were small, but were the times where everything we need to be worried; The restraints that we hoped when we grew up, but were the happy times that we have had. It's the contradictions that we always had! Just to saying that, cherish every moments that we have! Never let ourselves be regret! Who knows what might happen on the next moment...
Whenever I play a game, 'Diamond Dash', I will always thought of, is it the more diamonds that we've dashed, and the more experiences we will gained, just in our real life? The more difficulties that we have had, the more that we will learnt and become the better one. Is it the message that conveyed by the founder of Diamond Dash to players? Or is it just the funny thought that I had? No one knows. And why the diamonds only dash to each other to those that are same colours with them? Why couldn't be the same shapes of diamonds dash to each other? Haha, the answer is unknown for everyone. =P
I believed that most of us will be writing our wishes in the Sky Lantern, which is also known as Kong Ming Lantern and letting it fly towards the sky in order for letting our wishes to be seen by the god and letting it realized in a faster way during Chinese New Year. But, one thing that I wondered, why wouldn't the Kong Ming Lantern fall to the ground due to the gravity instead of flying to the boundless sky? Why couldn't that we replace the Kong Ming Lantern into balloon and put our wishes in balloon? Balloon can fly up to the sky even higher and longer than Kong Ming Lantern, for a better and longer viewing for god. Well, and at least it won't get burn up compare to Kong Ming Lantern haha... If it's because of the size matters, we can even choose the bigger size balloon to write more wishes on it. Anyway, it's just my crap mind thinking haha.. So yea, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
What if donut is made in shape of square, triangle or any other shapes instead of circle? It'll looks even nicer and more interesting if donut is making into other shapes =P And why... This world doesn't have any donut burger? A donut burger that have double decker donuts and between of the it will have topping surrounded... It'll taste and look better compare one single donut haha! And why donut doesn't have spicy flavour or sour flavour instead of sweet flavours? Topping of donut can make into spicy flavour just like the topping of pizza xD Hopefully to see those donuts in future, shall we? =P
'The Warm Bodies' is a movie that all about with romance, friendship and more. The zombies inside the 'The Warm Bodies' could be revived, in terms of they became humans from zombies with the power of love. But how could they be revived again when they don't have any conscious when in zombie state, and how could they interact with each other and influence by love? And in zombies state, all the bodies cells were dead, hearts were stopped pumping, how should they be revived to human forms that can speak, live healthy like a normal human? I know the power of love is greater than any feelings in the world, but it's not possibly could revived a zombie which were dead in physically and psychologically state. 'The Warm Bodies' also have the implicit message that the crew of producer for the movie want to brings to the audience, which is appreciate any lives, not just the humans' one, but also the animals' one, that anything comes with lives form. And also appreciate every moment that we've, as we couldn't avoid the horrible disaster, which was shown in the movie, most of the humans infected by virus and became zombies. It's just happened in one blink of eye, we will not have the chance to say a goodbye and 'I love you' o our loved one that have not existed in this world anymore. It's all only left with memories in our brains. So, appreciate the current second that we're having now, love more harder your loved one than the usual. We will not have the next chance and next moment if we missed it, time will keeps on 'ticking' as usual.
Hooray~~ It's Chinese New Year mood here! And so, some of the households will be buying and making 'Kuih Kapit', the traditional biscuits for Chinese. And one of the making 'Kuih Kapit' groups belong to my family and I. I don't know whether is the hardwork of ours, which spent with a lot of hardworks and times, and sweats a lot too to make the 'Kuih Kapit', that makes the taste of 'Kuih Kapit' to become so tasty and delicious for us, or the joyful that we got from the making process of 'Kuih Kapit'. Let's see, I'm wondering if and only if we buy the 'Kuih Kapit' from outsiders that made by others, will it be still more tasty and delicious for us? Even if it's tasty and delicious for us, we wouldn't be appreciate it, appreciate the little 'Kuih Kapit' that done by others from times to times, appreciate the hardwork by them. The appreciateness is not only can be applied in 'Kuih Kapit', but in terms of others as well. It reminded me that we should've appreciate and feel grateful all the way for what we are having now. So, all of us should live and appreciate the present, the current situation, the 'now'.
What's the first thing comes in my mind after i've read the novel, "You are the Apple of My Eye" by Giddens Ko is if and only if the main male actor have the courage to take the first step and prove to the main female actress on how hard the love of the him to her, she wouldn't be married to another guy in the end. But, even they be together in the end, no matter how much a lovey dovey couple love each other, they will also get separated and lives their own life. With the choices between the love and bread, young people tend to choose the love and when they are getting matured and faced the reality, they'll realised that, to be survived in this materialistic and realistics world, they have the only option to be choose by them-- which is bread. No matter how a lovey dovey couple be, there will still be a lot of obstacles for them to overcome in future, and if they failed to, it'll ended up with sad ending.
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